They used to call me the Spellbinder
I remember the way their lips would linger lovingly on the syllables
their greedy tongues wrapping themselves around the sounds
savoring them like they would some heavenly nectar
That was long before they started spitting my True Name,
long before doubts began tugging at their hearts , ever so gently,
while their fears pushed me to the altar
There was a time when I could ride moonbeams
and its silver sparkling light would ignite my skin, setting my soul ablaze
My feet knew the steps to the sacred dances of our foremothers
and my toes could draw pearly patterns in the midnight green grass of the highlands
Only I knew how to tie and untie the bright ribbons of fate
for I was the last weaver of the first secrets
And here I am,
standing on the edge of life for being blessed with my people's lore,
with the burning kiss of the rope for last goodbye
I am left for dead with nothing but bitterness raging through me
like some winter storm coiling and uncoiling itself around my spine,
softly nudging the last remains of a dying heart
They used to call me the Spellbinder
I swear I was nothing but a child of the night